Am I Going to Hell!? SeXStoRY

O.k. so I'm new to this but i have a lot of stories that involve i****t. I thought id share some to see if anyone has experienced the same kind of thing and to get some thoughts on this matter. So i can't really remember exactly when it started or what age it began but i do know i was young. i hadn't even began to cum and i know i hadn't even gone through puberty yet. Remember i have A LOT of stories but ill just start with a quick memory. Again these are all true. So i live in a small town, about 400-600 people tops. I live with my Grandmother and grandfather who takes care of me, my two b*****rs, and my 2 female cousins. I am the middle c***d and my 2 cousins are the same age as my younger b*****r who is 2 years younger than me. So we live atop a hill and a creek runs behind our house in an arroyo. That is where a lot of our escapades happen. We go to play, me, my younger b*****r, and my 2 cousins. Everything starts out innocent, we're only c***dren. How it happens i can never really tell. Always one of us must be thinking of something sexual because always one thing leads to another and the next thing you know, we're naked and touching and sucking and fucking each other in the dirt alongside the creek. I'm not gonna give a detailed description of how things went down in this post but that is an example of things I've done. So if anyone would like to hear actual stories of my encounters with my cousins or some of the things i think, please post. Also i labeled this post "AM I going to hell!?" because I've done a lot of things that your average person would look at in disgust and how or why i came to be this person is still something I am trying to figure out. I've never met anyone who has lived a similar life to mine so I'd be really interested in sharing some thought with another like minded person. I know i haven't really given anyone much to work with as far as the person i am but me admitting the i****t part of my life is a step closer to getting to know me than 99% of the people in my life now.