How I lost my virginity to an older man, Pt. 6 SeXStoRY

It was as if i was in a strange dream. Everything seemed vague. i thought could hear someone quietly calling my name. “Terry?” “Terry?” “Hey. Terry? Where are you?” “Terry. Are you with me?” i looked up and realized where i was. “Terry? You okay?” i looked away. “Yeah, i’m okay.” “You were really deep in thought. I thought I lost you there for a minute. What were you thinking about?” “i don’t know.” He waited a minute and said, “Okay. Try and tell me what you were thinking.” “This is hard,” i said. “I know. It’s never easy to examine yourself. It’s the hardest thing to do in life.” A minute later he added, “Don’t be embarrassed. Remember, I not going to judge you… You know, if you want me to help you figure this out you have to trust me. We’re just exploring possibilities here, not definite facts.” The tone of his voice was compassionate and what he said made sense. If ever wanted to sort out the confusion in my head, i’d have to trust someone to help me. i thought about the time he had spent with me so far, helping me with plans for my future, and he had always acted as if he had my best interests at heart. He seemed to be a decent, caring guy. i decided to take a chance with him. i started to tell him the thoughts that had been racing through my mind the last two days. He quietly sat there and listened without interruption. i appreciated that as it was hard enough just to get the words out. It took all my strength. When i was finished, i asked him what he thought. He said, “I’d like to sort out what you’ve said. Why don’t you go home and get a good night’s sl**p and we can talk again tomorrow. How does that sound?” i said that sounded good. i was totally worn out. i felt as if my brain was on fire. As i was leaving he put his hand on my shoulder and said, “Rest well and don’t worry. You’re a strong guy. We’ll work this out together.” He took my number and said he’d call me when he got home from work. i told him how much i appreciated what he was doing and that i’d see him tomorrow.