Friday, January 4, 2013

How it started SeXStoRY

When I was in my late teens I had to go up to London for an interview. It was my first time on my own and on the way back to the tube station and then to Paddington for my train I was crossing Soho when I saw a doorway marked ‘Paradise Gay Cinema Club’. It looked seedy with just a single front door for some reason (to this day I still don’t know) I went in and found just a bloke with a desk and some stairs leading to a basement. I felt so guilty and ashamed but yet excited but didn’t have a clue. This was self-evident when the guy wanted to stamp my hand ‘for re-admittance’. I went down to the basement and it had about 5 rows of cinema seats about 6 abreast. It was very dark but I could make out some guys sitting at various seats and a few standing at the back. What was immediate was the small screen showing a guy being fucked on the bonnet of a car in a very noisy manner. You could hear the cock pounding him. I had never seen gay porn before and was entranced and kept watching the screen as I threaded my way to the middle of a row. I felt, but thought I’d imagined it, a hand on my arse as I shuffled past a guy. I sat down with a spare seat on either side of me. The action on the screen was very graphic as arses were parted for fingering or fucking. All the same things I had done with my older girlfriend. I was as hard as a rock and began to rub the bulge in my trousers whilst staring at the screen. I was aware of a man moving into the seat next to me and immediately stopped stroking my cock. I then felt the lightest of touches on my thigh and felt very excited. I kept staring straight ahead but stretched out in my seat. Then his hand moved to my bulge and began to rub it – I still didn’t acknowledge him. He then unzipped me and gently took my cock out which was now like an iron bar. He wanked me in a nice steady rhythm that only men and rarely women can do. The guy in front turned around and looked over the seat. He smiled and mouthed the word ‘Lovely’ to me and at this point my ‘new friend/ leaned over and began to lick the top of my cock. I realised that a little over 10 minutes ago I was walking through crowded streets on my way to the railway station. Now I was in a seedy basement having my cock licked and being watched by another man as I watched a filthy porn movie (by now spunk was flying on screen) I started to try to face fuck the guy but due to the arm rest the angle wasn’t good. He straightened up and whispered to me ‘Follow me’ and got up and started to leave. In my naivety I thought we were going to leave and go outside to the street. I fumbled and put my clothing straight before following him to the end of the row .I felt everyone was watching me and I felt so dirty and yet horny at the same time As he got near the bottom of the stairs I could see he looked about mid 40’s . He walked past the stairs and started to enter another room which was very dark but had no door. He must have sensed my hesitation as he reached out a hand behind him and I found myself being led in to a room which had a very faint red light high up on the wall and I could see several shapes moving around. I moved to a wall and found my friend was working his hand into my trousers as my eyed adjusted to the darkness. I saw 2 men kissing each other and saw another guy on his knees in front of a guy. My friend moved my hand to his groin and I began to feel his cock through his trousers. He felt smaller than me but I could hear him beginning to moan in my ear. I squeezed his balls and he gave a little cry and then whispered ‘Use me’ I felt him drop his trousers to the floor and he turned around. I began to feel his arse with both hands. It was very firm and I started to mould both cheeks with my hand. He immediately widened his stance and then bent over so that his head was just above the ground. I knew what he wanted and more importantly I realised what I wanted. I gripped his hips and started to prod up against his hole. I had to use one of my hands to f***e it in – no spit or lube - but I felt his ring start to give way and finally after repeated thrusts I was in and buried my cock up to the hilt. I’d become aware of several bodies moving up and around me and I felt a hand brush my arse. Somebody held a small bottle under my nostril and pinched the other one. I inhaled instinctively and felt flashbulbs go off in my head, my first unforgettable hit of poppers. I began to fuck this arse hard, the way I’d fucked my girl and immediately heard him grunting out with each thrust. Others were gathered around now and I could see guys kissing and wanking each other but in the middle of all this we were the star of the show. I was given more poppers and upped a gear as I began to really use the arse in front of me. He was now crying out ‘Oh God, Oh God keep fucking me’ and this got my juice running. I felt my spunk build up and suddenly I just shot right up his arse and slowly milked my cock into him. I pulled out and immediately felt a degree of revulsion as because of the darkness I didn’t know if I had a shitty cock but it felt wet and slimy. I felt disgusted with myself but incredibly satisfied. I didn’t want to touch it and I leaned back against the wall. Then another guy knelt down in front of me and began to suck my cock. I wanted to tell him I was going soft and couldn’t come again so soon when I realised he was cleaning me with my mouth. I saw the guy I’d just fucked pull his trousers up and go back into the cinema. I never saw him again. I was given more poppers and someone else started to French kiss me. This was the first time ever I’d kissed a bloke but now I was snogging the face off him and I didn’t know him from Adam. I felt utterly decadent and uninhibited. My cock was now very sensitive so I just pulled away from everyone and brushed past them heading for the stairs and rearranging my clothing. I passed through the cinema and again felt everyone was looking at me. I went upstairs and felt myself go re with embarrassment as the guy at the desk said to me “That was quick – taking a breather?” I mumbled something and hurried out into the street. I looked at my watch and saw only half an hour had passed since I had entered the cinema. Everything and everyone around me seemed normal but I felt so different. I wanted to shout out to the passers-by “You have no idea what’s happening beneath your feet”. I went into a café and had a coffee in order to gather my thoughts. I couldn’t believe I’d just fucked a total male stranger and let others see me do it - in a sleazy basement. I kept thinking of how exciting it had been and so very satisfying. But promised myself it would never happen again. I thought how good his arse had felt and he’d been able to take it far better than my ex-girlfriend. I felt myself getting hard as I watched more men entering the door across the street. Before I knew it I was entering again and showed my stamped hand. The guy grinned and said “Back for more?” I said “Too right and give me a bottle of those poppers.” I went back down, passed through the cinema and into the dark room. I’ve been on the dark side ever since. I’m addicted to arse – male or female but I find men to be more accepting of one’s kinks and perversions. This is absolutely true and I’ve never regretted it. I don’t consider myself queer and never look at a picture or a guy and think ‘I fancy him’ I’m not attracted to men in that sense –it’s just that men satisfy my needs more than women. It’s the anonymous and yet immediate intimacy I enjoy and yet I could pass the guy ten minutes later in the street with my wife and not even blink. I love it!!

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